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| Haha this is amusing. Mark hasn't changed the password on this so I can still break into his Xanga....
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| update, update, UPDATE! this is tiff, reminding mark to update more often.
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| Long time, no update...I know.
So I have been feeling great lately. I need to get my ass in gear and play even more clarinet then I already do. And I need to resolve an issue that is really something I did not want to happen. To the person involved...I wish things could be talked about, I just fear that they cant be civil.
Anyways...Why am I happy...I am finally with the person that makes me feel complete. Tiff is just awesome in every way. She may not think it but she means the world to me and has for a long time. I see myself attempting to be better because of her. I know her so well and she knows me extremely well...almost scary heh..Tick Tick. I am looking forward to a long time with her and much happiness, So heres to you Tiff. 
In other news...I need to figure out what to do for money.. more on that as it develops.... | | |
| Just had to post cause we had an awesome football game...sorry to my friends at Eastern..but we kicked your ass in football. It was close but we started out shitty and then regained to kick the crap out of the stupid panthers. ok nuff said bout that. The band did very well today we played well...and marched well...finally a combo of the two. The band concert is on Sunday....that came up quick...next Sunday I mean. And finally and most importantly....just a shout out to someone who is making me so happy and complete...Ive never felt so right....thanks angel....
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| - Tripping Billies I wish my mom would simply understand where I am coming from. I do understand where she is coming from but it is so hard for me to do anything about it while im here at school. I was thinking that it would be a good idea to go back to Best Buy to work rather than CompUSA because its here in town and i can work during the week to make my spending money for food and such. She took it as me never wanting to come home and now shes threatening not to sign the garentor of the lease for this place next summer and school year cause she thinks it is my plan to stay here. I could easily transfer to work at the Best Buy in Orland. She thinks so irrationally sometimes. I am going to work with Andrew band again next year...am i gonnna do that from Normal. NOOOO. I may want to take a class but that gets done early and then I could be home to work with the band and somewhere at home. I simply think me working down here would be a good idea to take a burden off of her shoulders, but i guess she doesnt think so. I will be home for weekends for the Andrew shows too and to work at Comp to keep the job there even thought it may not be such a good idea cause its such a drive. Thats another story in itself. But anyway, its coming the time where I am going to be on my own as a person and if mom doesnt want to support me finantially, she may have to see me do the reserves or something to pay for my school. I would have to find some way to finish school and be ok with myself. I was thinking of her when i was planning this but she didnt see it....whatever ranting and raving....
In other things...someone gets her suprise soon, theres a really hard part in the Barber that i cant play yet, and music history is getting harder! wonderful times. But i feel ok and like i can handle it cause somethign is helping me along and I think i know what it is. | | |
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